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OT11 ……….. (part2)

finally….
I had watched the finale episode of WIN with english sub…
Och my gosh….
it teared me up…
like totally cry me a river…
gosh…
one side of me telling that YG is totally a wretch…
I mean…
How could he do this kind of thing to those who has built their dream with such an effort??
like seriously…
but another side of me telling that he is truly a CEO that is still going to get my respect…
He knows how to get our attention and knows how to steal our fucking heart…
he doesn’t have a bunch of Idol with so called handsome face or whatsoever but he does have a few artist who could shake the world….
that is why he still get my respect even though this shows was totally break my heart to pieces….
peace yo… 🙂

and I have no freaking idea why I get this feeling…
the feeling that YG is going to make such a huge decision that I might going to scream like I have been giving $1 billion from the sky…
I mean like OT11 seems sooooo real for me…
I don’t know why…
my head keep telling me that one day after Team A finish their what-so-called-early debut…
Team B will join them…
and YG would tell us that those moment where Team A has their own what so called promote-time is the time where YG wants to show to the Team B that they should have work harder than before….
so that time you could call it as a punishment time for Team B where they lost in the battle…
then we could hear a massive news about OT11………..
how nice…isn’t it???
I don’t know why but I got those feeling…
please someone tell me that I will get those felling for real…
pleaseeeeeeee….>.<

naaaaah….
I don’t wanna talk so much about OT11 again…
let’s just watch climax by Team B with eng sub…
enjoy guys…
This song is really break my heart…
The lyric is so damn amazing and how they deliver it makes me got goosebumps!!!!!
They were really into it…
otokeeeee….
lets just check it out…
T_T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swv4W3YWHt8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBwfOFw2fm4

I put two videos because I like both of them…

and look at this screen shot…
I like this comment like a lot!!!!
so trueeeeee….

 
 

 

 

 

 

 
 
for Team B 약간의 인내심을 가지고..<3
hwaiting!!!!!!!!
 
much love and peace VIP ^Rns^….
 
Ps: I do not own the Video nor the comment on the screen shot and those pictures as well…
🙂 🙂

 

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OT11 ………..

Finally the finale episode of WIN has been aired…
me and my girls had watched it without subtitle….
amazing isn’t it??
we couldn’t wait for the sub….
we don’t want to get the result from any others social network…
so we decided to watch it live…
for me….start from the beginning I had been feeling so nervous….
feel like wanna cry that time…
I told my girl that am not ready for the result yet…
but finally we watched it!!!!!!!
even we couldn’t see the whole shows due to poor connection….
we still feel blessed that we managed to see the final result LIVE!!! …
yeah…
Team A is the winner of WIN…
first when I heard the result I was like screaming but second later I was like…
fuck…I might not going to see Team B again…
so I was like wanna bang my head to the wall…
then me and my girl started to cry…
specially my girl…
I though that she is the one who is shocked the most than me…
because she was rooting for Team B start from the beginning of the show…
(I am so sorry dear T_T  )

and I don’t know whether papa YG is going to keep his word not to kick the Team B out of his company or not…
I am just hoping that no one in the Team B is going to be replace to another member or what so ever…
because for me…
Team B is already perfect with just 6 of them…

I mean if papa YG is going to replace one of the member….
team B wouldn’t be the same…
you couldn’t call them Team B anymore…
for me team B are consist of B.I ….Kim Jin Hwan… Bobby…. Song Yun Hyeong…
Koo Jun hoe … and Kim Dong Hyuk…
no one could EVER replace them…NO ONE!!!

I think both of the team has their own charm…
has their own capability that no one could deny….
hope papa YG could see it so he would debut the Team B as well…
*fingercross!!!!

here are some of the video that touch me the most!!! T_T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBwfOFw2fm4

caption “B.I…. I do really love your rap!!!! you are jjang tonight 🙂 🙂 and Team B hats off!!!  “

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFfXucmHmLA

caption “Team A really put their effort…salute…”

Team B without doubt was killing the stage…
so they do deserve the tittle of the “Winner” as well…
for me both of the team are the winner…
I love Team A from the beginning of the show but now my love is equal for both of the Team…
and for me OT11……….. (OneTeam11) is going to be a HUGE success for YG…
trust me…
but otokeeee…we couldn’t force papa YG to do so…
someday hope papa YG would realise it….

OT11 ………..
 
 

 

OT11 ………..

“If you can react the same way to winning and losing thats a big accomplishment. Because if you learn from a loss you have not lost!!”

 
“we may encounter many defeats but we must not be defeated.” – Maya Angelou
 
“Being defeated is often a temporary condition. but giving up is what makes it permanent.”
 
so…
don’t give up for both of the Team… specially Team B….
YOU ARE SPECIAL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE… 🙂 🙂
much love and peace VIP ^Rns^ ….
 

My short Getaway :)

yeeeeeeeessssss….
finally I got the chance to had my short getaway since a long time ago… >.<
It was soooo much fun that I can’t express it well…
and I did make some mistake about yeah you can call it destiny….>.<
maybe….cause am not sure about this but my Girls told me that it might be my destiny…
yeah….
I feel regret about it until now…
something different might happen in my life if you know….I followed my heart…
ahahahahaha
now lets just focus on the getaway…
yuppsss….
I went to Singapore due to my visa in Malaysia had been expired…
so I had to get out from Malaysia as soon as possible so I choose Singapore instead of my country…
I had been planning everything before my departure…
Start from where should I stay then how to use MRT and what kind of place should I visit…
I thought it was all perfect…
but nothing is perfect in this world. isn’t it??
so start from I stepped my feet on the land I feel my world is spinning…
ahhaahahaha
I don’t wanna tell you about it…
lets just skip it…
until I have to roaming around almost 8 hours before I got to  checked in…
Its all worth it though even I had to lose my favourite iPod… >.<
cause to be honest…
I like to travel alone rather than to have an accompany where I am not comfort to be around with…
so… I feel like wanna have this kind of getaway in another time…
maybe Philippine or Korea???
ahhahaahhaahah
who knows…
😛 😛 😛

now…
I have some picture that I took with my poor and not so good phone but I still love that phone to the max…he is been staying with me for a long time…lol
so check this out yooo… 🙂 🙂 🙂

Hahahaha it’s singapore you know… but i found pork from Indonesia all over this market 😛

 

I love this building a lot 😛

 

this is the first korean restaurant that I found in SG…
there are quite a lot though…

 

I wanna grow old with someone who I love and respect just like
both of them…
so sweet isn’t it?? ❤

 

This is another korean restaurant…
Running man…
who doesn’t know this show???
hahaahahha

 

Finally!!! $1 ice cream….
I like it like a loooooott…
eat it quite a lot too!!!
:PP

 

found this amazing art that was shown underground of the bypass 😛 😛

 

respect…
the most word that really difficult to earn…

 

the most difficult word to find in ourself….

 

 

 

look at my hand…. ahhahahah

 

what a selca 😛

 

but I like it thou… 😛

 

I love these flowers…

 

 

I couldn’t eat the real chilli crab so I just eat this hot dog
chilli crab sauce 😛 😛

 

see…another $1 ice cream…. 😛 😛

 

 

LV building… so elegance… 🙂 🙂

 

guess what!!! this is a museum!!!! art museum…

 

this was a soft chilli egg sauce the best that I have ever tested… :P:P ❤

 

ahahhaahahahaha

 

playing like nobody see you…. 🙂

 

I enjoyed riding this!!!!!
wanna try again!!!!!! ❤ ❤

 

finalllllllllyyyyy!!!!!
beach time!!!!! spent 30 minutes only… T_T

 

ahahahahahhaah 

 

who doesn’t love Starbucks 🙂 🙂

Letter to Papa YG

I had talked about The WIN of YG in my last post….

but after I watched episode 9 of The WIN where I had promised myself that I would watch it after they sub the finale season…I can’t help it …my curiosity is bigger than my patience…
>.<

so I decided to make this latter to Papa YG who is one of the person that I respect the most…where thanks to him that he generate and find such a great artist ( Bigbang . 2ne1 and others ) that can fill in our day with so much fun and blessed with their great and amazing song….

the purpose of this letter is to convey our feeling especially my feeling about the losing team which is going to disband by Papa YG soon…>.<

so here is the humble word from one of your biggest YG family’s fans…

Dear papa YG….

I have watched episode 9 of WIN….

I cried like I have broke up with my boyfriend…
sobbing like my candy has been stolen by another kid…
and being a cry baby where tissue is my only friend….
I have been a fans of WIN since the first episode…
during the earliest episode I have been thinking that you might going to debut both of the team…
but after watched the episode 9 and not to forget the finale episode draws near me….
My reality hits me hard in my face…
and hit me even harder when I hear each of member talked about their true feeling….

Papa YG…
don’t you feel guilty when the maknae of Team B tell his hyungs this…
“out of all the Hyungs I have had in my life…I think all 10 of you Hyungs are the best… I am not just saying this but I am really being truthful.”
can you imagine if you as their Papa has to separate him from his hyungs that he treasure the most??

Papa YG…
don’t you feel embarrassed when you hear Seunghoon tell the viewer that…
“even when this battle finish I hope that all 11 of us can become YG Family. I can’t imagine us going to another place and doing music over there. that is why I don’t want to lose. It’s not the fact that I don’t want to lose in this fight between us but instead I hate doing music in another place.”

Papa YG…
don’t you feel devastated when the Leader of team B Hanbin that you thought he is really resemble GD a lot tell us that..
“honestly all 11 of us have practiced together before this broadcast began. I always thought we had different things that other didn’t have. and so my competitiveness was stronger even before that. but after doing this broadcast and how we are doing everything altogether  I really feel like we are all in the same team and so I wish that the final round is not a battle between us but rather a concert for all 11 of us.”
can you even imagine the feeling being separated even after they do what they call a team concert?? no you can’t papa…

dear Papa YG….
this statement is really breaking me into pieces…
“I think I won’t be happy if we win this battle. there are members in team B who couldn’t attend school because they solely devoted themselves into the battle. We have stayed up all night and really worked hard for everything. I wish that there are another way instead that one way for all of us. I would at least be able to imagine all of us becoming the winner. I hate it if we will not be the Winner but I also hate that we have to step on all of our dongsaeng’s hard work just to win that position.”
this word came from Kang seung yoon’s mouth…
can you imagine how bad they are going to feel if you still persistent in your decision to disband the losing team??

me as a normal fans who doesn’t have the right to force you to debut both of the team just want to remind you that….
once you want to make a girl group just like SNSD…
but due to some circumstances you couldn’t achieve it…
now…
you have the chance to do it…
but in a boy band form…
isn’t it the same??

I know I am rooting for team A from the beginning of the show but my heart also goes to team B…
you know that you will not lose anything from putting both of the team together instead you will gain something…
something that you might regret if you loose it…
They have what you call as a team work…
they have the capability that you need in your family…
knows how to produce music that fits in your style…
what else???
fans???
you know that they have it…

dear Papa YG…
could you consider your decision once more???
I am just a normal fans who ask you not to break those dreams…
dear Papa YG…
can you do it for us???

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my wish will be the same just like Jinhwan’s wish….
“I hope that no one gets left out behind”

love and peace VIP “rns” 🙂 🙂 🙂

The WINNER of WIN

My intermezzo of the day … :Pmy intermezzo of the day… 😛

You guys might know that am a big fans of YG family…
once I dreamed that I have joined YG company…
you know… it was a big big dream for me…
but I am sure it was only a “dream”…>.<
apart from that I always adore every artist and producer of the company…
they show us this is what you called  the meaning of being an artist…
instead of becoming an Idol they shows us why they do really deserved being called as an Artist…
they put such a big effort to create such a great song…dance and not to forget the music video that always amazed me in any way…
why I can call them as an Artist instead of Idol??
first…
All of them knows how to create  music without getting failed…
knows how to create a music video by themselves I mean they put their own idea on their OWN music not like the others Idol… (not to be sarcasm)… 😛
and the important thing is they knows how to behave like a truly artist who is being watch as a role model to our life…
they get what you called as an award not only in music but in all aspect.. fashion…drama…advertisement..charity…and what so ever…
so my heart will always belongs to YG family…
horaaah…:) 🙂

and btw…
back to my title of the day…lol
recently I have been watching the so called  the cruelest-survival-variety
-show…
I mean for me..
for you who have never heard about korean variety called WIN by YG just google it…
lol… 😛
am so lazy to explain it here…
so for the show…
am rooting for team A…
my heart is always choosing team A from the start of show has been airing..
but if team A will be the winner of the show I might be crying like hell…
am not going to accept it willingly…
why…
if Papa YG said that he is going to debut the losing team too but not the same time as the winner team…
it’s fine for me that Team A win…
but he said that he is going to disband the losing team means that the other team will going to break up…
I feel like the statement is steping all over my head by a giant hulk…
it’s so annoying…
even my heart goes to team A…
I like team B as well…
they are so talented just like team A…
it’s just so wasted that they have to break one of this talented and incredible musician…
some of the fans of both team suggest that both of their bias should debut as one group that consist of 11 members…
I like this idea so much…
I know that YG has different Idea from others big company and that is why YG has been crowned as the best CEO among the best…
he doesn’t want to have the same concept of his artist…
isn’t it having 11 members in one group of boy band also consider as a different idea for YG since in his company he doesn’t have one???
it is not even give him some kind of loss…
am i correct??
just imagine if YG only debut the winner of the show…
am sure many of fans of the others group who lost will curse him so badly…
so what is the point of doing it??
in my first intermezzo…
I told you guys that am so big fans of YG family…
but I dont know what is going to happen to my heart if Papa YG is really going to disband the losing team…
I dont know… seriously.. 😦 😦
I like both team… 😦 😦
please Papa YG…
debut both of the team…
pretty pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee 😦 :(….

both of the team… isn’t it great to have all of them in one team??? 😦 😦
the final battle 😦 😦
team B
Team A with their own song which compose by KSY…
Team B with their own song too compose by B.I and Bobby

Two things scare me. the first is getting hurt…but that is not nearly as scary as the second one which is losing. Neil Amstrong

Winning isn’t everything to me but it’s a close second. Losing isn’t something that I can just brush off and fake a smile to hide my frustration. It’s that will and determination that I hope will get me where I want to go…. Dale Earnhardt.JR

I wish best of luck for both of the team…
much love and peace VIP “Rns”….

heartless…

I knew it….

I knew it  from the start we have known each other that you and I were having a big gap of everything…

you and I are having a big different perspective which make us have different thing in handling any situation.

now I know the reason why you and I are really not meant to be an ace for each others…

that is why we used to have a problem which is until now has never had an answer why it happened…

today…
you are feeling so damn pissed off…

but am the one who get the blame for something that I didn’t do…

today you are the one who choose it…

but seems like am the one who get that scowl…

I am so mad too…

just like you feel…

but why am the one who get blame on it??

I am not a stone which you can ignore as you want…

and am not a robot who doesn’t have a heart which you can easily blame on everything to me..

now I get that conclusion where I can say that you are so heartless…

so heartless from the start we met…

now I have to bear everything when am with you…

cause I know that both of us doesn’t have anyone to depend on…

I know how it feels to have no one…

if I leave you now just like I did before…

so I am going to be just like you…

heartless…

but don’t blame me for everything that happened in the past…

your bad behaviour that left me no choice other than to leave you behind…

your selfishness had me went heartless that time…

just forgive me…

but am not gonna be the same as you…

I don’t wanna be just like you…

I am sorry…

“There will never be neither ‘Goodbye’ nor ‘Farewell’” by JYJ

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looking at those tittle makes me think that…
JYJ is rule the world…
I respect JYJ so much…
as you know…
I am not big fans of JYJ…
but after reading and keep on reading their stories…
I feel like having a big turn of myself…
they are keep on fighting what is good for them…
what is meant to be is always meant to be for them…
they shows it to us…
hats off….
they get what they should have before…
they live as they want to live…
they receive what we called freedom even they had to be “jail” for it…
I like to sing like a lot…
and I know how it feels when we couldn’t even have proper event to perform…
and they struggled even had to cry…
I couldn’t imagine if it is going to happen to me…
I might ended up cry me a river in the corner of my room…
lock up myself and quit from being a singer…
but they prove it…
they prove that JYJ will rule the world…
and as we know now…
they do rule the world…
being labeled as the richest group all over Korea..
having the best and dope concert all over Japan…
and being ambassador of many charity event…
such as UNAIDS (media social awarness campaign to combat HIV/AIDS discrimination)…
not included being public service and doing charitable  work in so many project…
where this kind of event and appreciation had never appear in front of them before…
while being with the old company…
not to be sarcasm…
but that is the fact…
the group has caught the attention of various newspapers and media networks around the world and became the first K-Pop group to perform in Chile as the group continues to attract fans from many parts of the world…
I hope in the future they will show us the best part of them…
and keep being humble…
because they live as a singer in order to gain love from the fans…
so… spread the love and keep the faith whenever you go…
go JYJ… 🙂
praying from the bottom of my heart…

sincerely
Big Bang Fans V.I.P
^RNS^
much love and peace…

Nb : here some video and article that caught my eyes…enjoy… 🙂 🙂

Tae Yang & Xiah Junsu – Piano Battle Live 2008.12.29 

JYJ, SPRING, Walk Again in Tokyo Dome